Lyricist – Author, Poet Suzanne Mondoux – SONGS / POEMS OF THE DAY September 2020
 1 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Oh My Love
 
 Oh my love of all love that exist
 What words can be said or sung to say I love you
 To say Oh my love of life itself
 What a wonderful life you shared with me
 How lucky was I 
 How glorious this time together
  
 I saw the light of day rise behind you
 A glitter of gold on your face
 A whisper of joy from your lips
 Oh my love of all love 
 You’re the rose in my heart
 The skip in my step
  
 Oh my love 
 Hmm, darling my love
 La, La, La, La, Hmm, La, La, La, La, 
 Whoa, my love
 The charm of my name on your bracelet
 I see you twirl it round and round
 You smile, I smile
  
 None of this could be true if you hadn’t smile at me that day
 I saw you standing next to me
 I waited till you looked at me
 I would have waited all day, forever
 Oh my love my darling 
 What a wonderful life you give me
  
 I love you more each day
 Each moment my heart grows fonder for you
 Hmm, darling my love
 La, La, La, La, hmm, La, La, La, La
 Oh my love, you’re the love of my life
  
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 1 September 2020 
 2 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – What Love Brings
 
 What I’ve seen come and gone
 In the light of a new day
 In a the glow of your smile
 What love brings is wondrous
 Never could I have known had I not fallen in love with you
  
 What love brings to someone like me
 Full of hope, only where despair once resided
 Now in the dawn of a new day
 Love rises all around
 What love brings in a simple smile
  
 I’ve come close, and yet so far I’ve stood 
 Now standing next to you to say I do
 What love brings to these vows
 To my love for you
 I want to know all that can be with you
  
 What love brings for me and you
 I wear this ring to remind me of what once was
 I take your hand to guide me to where I want to live my life
 I can only live in your heart
 I can only see through your eyes
 I can only love you, it’s all I know and ever want to know
  
 What love brings let me rise from the ashes where I lay for so long
 Where I found comfort in despair
 Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, rising through what love brings
 I am no longer made of this dust
 Instead, I am made of what love brings for me and you
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 2 September 2020
 3 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Welcome To My Prayer
 
 No sooner are you a stranger to me
 No truer I begged around to know the truth
 Now a scavenger of the life I’ve lived
 Feeding on the remains of the day
  
 Welcome to my prayer of life and death
 No depth in me and no nerve to ascend to anything
 Life hauls me out by the ankles
 No one risking life and limb to save me
 Welcome to my prayer 
  
 No heroes at my side
 They see me, giving me a wink of my own indiscretions
 I am no trouble to them in my silence
 I offer no remarks in my prayer
 Welcome to my prayer of stillness
  
 Muteness leaves no grudges
 It would annoy them if I welcomed them to my prayer
 Under a lofty archway they hold me in high regards in their secret lusty exchange
 I am worthy of my penance
 Welcome to my prayer of choice 
 My sin dictates the one who won me that night
  
 Welcome to my prayer stuffed with immorality
 The debauchery of the winning hand and takes the one most liked
 Welcome to my prayer of estrangement to God
 No one knows the suitors I’ve contended
 Some discreet, others not so much
 My soul naked for all to see
 On display for the next exchange
  
 Welcome to my prayer 
 Welcome to my prayer knowingly doing wrong to self
 Welcome to my prayer in ropes of rags around my loins
 Delicate and bruised
 Below my waist they stand nearby 
 I give my power to the winner of the night
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 3 September 2020 
 4 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – I’ll Continue To Excuse You
 
 I sailed ashore with the wind in my sail
 With salt on my lips
 Welcomed by the towering cliffs
 So kind they were, their mighty stance
 Taking me from the wasteland from which I escaped
  
 I’ll continue to excuse you for what you left behind
 For sending me overseas beneath dark murky skies
 With little air to breath
 With little sun to see
  
 That feeble mind of yours weak with fear of imagination
 Should you think to see what comes beyond you
 While we crawled through the apocalyptic storm created in your wake
 We gaze at hollow lands and empty seas
 I’ll continue to excuse you for what you left behind
  
 Then the Gods can turn their gaze upon you
 You can look us in our futuristic eyes
 What wretched doom been struck for all to see 
 I’ll continue to excuse you for what you left behind
 Blind folded you were to see what you didn’t want to see
 What you knew and stared away so well
  
 I’ll continue to excuse you for the sake of my humanity
 For my heart that still yearns to stir in the world you left behind
 The mothers and fathers of your future lie and grieve in their graves
 We are ships with no oars
 It’s the wind in our sails that drifts us apart from what you saw and what we see
 What we live in the world you left behind for me to see
  
 I’ll continue to excuse you for the beat in my heart
 Beats for me, beats for you, and those who I’ll leave this world 
 For my humanity, their imagination
 I’ll continue to excuse you with eyes wide open of what will come tomorrow
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 4 September 2020 
 5 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Year – I’ll Always Remember Your Name
 
 So vast your life and your smile
 You sang us your songs and gave us your heart
 Never did you ask for anything back
 The tone of your voice resonates throughout time
 With the wind on at your back and the sun on your face you gave life
 I’ll always remember your name
  
 I’ll always remember your name
 I’ll always see your face
 In your embrace I felt so well in a simple melody
 You gave me hope and set me free
 I love you so my dear old friend of songs and life
  
 In the light of a new day the trumpets golden vibrant echoes your name
 I’ll always remember your name
 I’ll always remember the sweet taste of wine as your kiss
 I’ll always remember your name next to mind
 So long ago this was and yet only yesterday it seems you held my hand
  
 I’ll always remember your name as the promise you gave me
 As the love you gave me to see me through my hardest days
 I’ll always remember your good and kind heart
 Generous to all and most of all to me
 The tale of your life unravelled in mystery
 They called out your name
  
 I’ll always remember your name
 Cloaked in secrecy of the strangeness of this world
 How divine your revelation of the man you were
 The man you became 
 I’ll always remember your name
 Together with love your name goes on for the light that you gave
  
 I’ll always remember your name
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 5 September 2020 
 6 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Turbulence
 
 What’s all this commotion I’m feeling 
 The confusion of the silence within
 The turmoil of the crazy laughter bursting from my mouth
 What’s my disorder to unravel and discover
 I’m on the turbulence ride of my life
  
 I found the peace in the unrest
 I’m sane in my instability
 I feel the uproar in the beat of my heart
 The turbulence of a life well traveled 
 Of a journey well experienced
  
 A most unpredictable emotional sensation
 The irregular motion of my stride
 This turbulence of the mind somewhat insignificant 
 A momentarily change of my present state
 No loss of control of my senses 
  
 Turbulence tosses me violently in my mind
 I scramble to control the impossible
 I’m the structural damage of my attempt to resolve the unresolved
 I cease to detain the erratic change
 I feel the friction of my feet on the ground
  
 The strong wind on my back forcing me ahead
 Turbulent eddies way beyond my reach to ease the motion
 In search of this mysterious stability above and beyond my line of sight
 Blowing warm and cold I feel the layers of desire 
 The call of the downdraft on my soul
  
 I’m the bird in this wind
 I’m the wind beneath my wings
 I’m irregularity of all that is meant to be
 I’m the calm you seek in all your despair of normalcy 
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 6 September 2020
 7 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Believe Me
 
 Hmm, ya, whoa, whoa, whoa
 It’s me you’re talking to 
 It’s me you loved all these years
 What’s changed to make you so unhappy with me
 Believe me when I say I’m right where I want to be
 You’re the one I want to be
  
 Why won’t you believe me
 Is it the old me your looking for
 Believe me, I’m not the same as I was 
 Hmm, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
 Whoa, whoa, whoa
  
 You’re breaking my heart when you don’t believe me
 Over the years I’ve given you cause
 But this time believe me I’m true to your heart
 Why are you forsaking all that I’ve said and done 
 All that I’ve said and done for the sake of our love
  
 Believe me 
 Believe me
 Believe me for just a moment 
 Feel me in your heart in this instance
 Look into my eyes and tell me who you see
 I’m so in love with you, believe me 
  
 Believe me for the love that you know was true
 For the love that is truer than ever
 Believe me for another moment
 What do you feel
 What do you know
 What is your heart telling you
  
 Believe me I’m now who I always wanted to be
 The difference is vast to our old life 
 Believe me, what you believe you saw was not what was
 I’m so in love with you, believe me
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 7 September 2020  
  
 
 
 
 
 
 8 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Tulip
 
 I forged my way through the winter of my life
 Remaining still and quiet until the ground thawed
 I wake to the sun on my face and rise to the sky
 I’m the tulip that awakened from a sleep
 I’m the tulip that stayed and found her way
  
 I had no need to be moved
 I planted myself in the ground where I knew I wanted to grow
 I let the bees and butterflies visit me
 I’m the tulip of time past, present and future with no time gone by
 My cup shape heart grows with the rain
  
 I start as the bulb of life and remain as the bloom of time
 Flower of the land for many to see
 I’m plucked and I’m watered in many homes
 I’m the colour you choose that reflects your mood
  
 Tulip to remind you of the new day
 Where life begins and finds its way to its end
 The blossom of a stem with a flower
 I colour parts of the planet
 I’m developed in the wild and in your gardens
 Where do you see me best
  
 Where is the bud when I’m at rest
 What’s the best of me
 Tulip in the spring 
 Or do you see me already in the bud that’s soon to be the bloom of your new day
 Tulip of many parts of me and you
 I plant me where I soon will be
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 8 September 2020 
 9 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – So Much I Want To Say
 
 Being at your side has been the best part of my life
 You held me up when I couldn’t walk alone
 I hid my scars and you uncovered my face
 So tender your hands and so kind your heart
 So much I want to say to you
  
 You saved my life when all the joy seized in my heart
 Your finger tapped gently on my anguish 
 The mad words I let escape you captured with a kiss
 So much I want to say about my loss and sorrow
 But you take me back home where my heart resides
  
 So much I want to say in the long quiet hours of my day
 I stay beside you seeing the life waiting for me
 Through the longest nights of bitter cold and nightmares 
 The fearing crowds in my mind subside by your side
 So much I want to say on the growth of my heart
  
 Long gone this slumber weaving through my breath
 I think how you captured my heart with a simple
 I think how I left myself slide away from life I wanted
 So much I want to say to me
 To remind me of all that life waits for me
  
 I’m the mother and father of my dreams
 I’m the one chance at the life you give me
 So much I want to say in love and words can only repeat
 I warn me of what once was
 So much I want to say in these quiet moments our life
  
 Take my hand and let me lead the way to our hearts
 So much I want to say to me
 So much I want to say to us
 The mad words I now let escape without a sound
 My heart captures before your gentle kiss
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 9 September 2020 
 10 September 2020 Song/Poem of the day – Je t’aime encore
 
 I’d walk to the moon and back just for a kiss
 I love your great laugh, deep from your belly
 So bright you shine
 And when you cry, you cry a river of tears
 That’s how I remember you
 I loved you then, and je t’aime encore
  
 Je t’aime encore even with all these years gone by
 Seeing you standing there I felt love all over again
 No one has ever filled the hole in my heart
 We were young when parted from one another
 My heart told me I’d see you again
  
 You’re children have your smile
 The best part of you is in them, I see this in their eyes
 They smiled when you told them my name
 They know our story
 They watched you kiss me and smiled when you said
 Je t’aime encore
  
 Je t’aime encore mon amour
 Life was lived and we embraced those moments
 I thank the stars every night for the crossing of our paths
 Every morning I wake to your smile
 Your children now mind 
 The best part of you wrapped in my arms
  
 Je t’aime encore
 A new life to live with the love of my life
 No more kiss goodbye
 Je t’aime encore 
  
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 10 September 2020 
 11 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Got Everybody Thinking
 
 Once upon a time
 There lived a monk named Ustan
 He told stories of what was to come
 What was to go
 The world on fire
 And the world surrounded with flowers
  
 He got everybody thinking of this and that
 He got everybody thinking me, myself and I
 He got everybody thinking of you, me and us
 He got everybody thinking of who are them
  
 A short time passed before he continued his story
 Less and less of us were listening
 More and more of us were gone forever
 Fewer and fewer of them were them
 Then one day he got everybody thinking
  
 Some listened
 Some talked
 Some turned the other way
 Then there were fewer and fewer of us listening
 More and more of use were them
 Fewer and fewer were us
  
 Then one day he stopped telling his story
 Once upon a time had arrived
 This time he sang a song of their stories gone by
 And he got everybody thinking 
 There was no more despair
 Everyone was gone
 There were no more us and them
 All life had gone
 Only souls drifted by singing along
  
 Once upon a time 
 There lived a many good people
 Some were them
 Some were us
 Together they got everybody thinking
 Together they extinguished everything that was
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 11 September 2020 
 12 September 2020 Song / Poem of the Day – Willing To Pay
 
 Take me home where I once recognized myself
 Where I found my strength to be free 
 Where I belonged all this time
 I’ve wandered this great land of ours
 I was willing to pay for what I sought 
 For what called me
  
 Willing to pay for where I belonged
 Once more I seek to go where I’m called
 I stand naked to all that judged me
 And me worst of all
 From one day to the next I was willing to pay to be me
  
 How can I forget what I wanted and what was calling me
 How can I go on without being willing to pay for turning the other way
 I’m willing to pay for my soul at peace
 I’m willing to pay for my heart singing with joy
 The beautiful dreams I’ve shared with this world was meant for me
 And only me, am I willing to pay for my dreams
  
 Hmm, hmm, hmm, whoa, whoa, whoa
 This life of mind willing to pay for my eternity 
 I’m no longer the fool I was in search of something I would never find
 What I found on my journey has lead me back home
 The world heard my screams 
 I found every echo 
 I felt every thought 
 Seeking to be found in a place where I thought I belonged 
  
 Willing to pay for being found
 Willing to pay for turning round and round
 Willing to pay to find my way back home
 Back to me, where I belong
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 12 September 2020 
 12 September 2020 2nd Song/Poem of the Day – The blue eye prince
 
 The blue eye prince
 Next to his king
 In love with his soul
 The king gives him a kiss
 Forever they remain hidden in the castle
 Together as one a love grows like a flower in their garden
 Some daffodils and many roses
 In the years to come the prince ventures out of the castle
 On his journey in search of his king
 No where to be found but his heart
 The prince returns to his castle and king
 The blue eye prince with a twinkle in his heart looks beyond the towering walls
 In the light of the morning sun he gazes in the spirit of his king
 The blue eye prince falls to his knees and rejoices in the glory of their first kiss
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 12 September 2020 
 13 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Meant To Be
 
 What a palace you’ve made for yourself
 You shot your rockets of desires into the universe
 Sparkles rained down on you
 Then you find yourself behind bars
 Was this meant to be
  
 Was this meant to be your soul confined 
 Your last goodbye so far
 You decided to break free and escape 
 Our demons are never far behind
 You killed a man in self defense 
 Was this his destiny
 Meant to be for you it seems
  
 You ran and ran into oblivion 
 Meant to be a road never traveled 
 The obscurity of your journey
 Meant to be
 Wanting to be forgotten 
 Meant to be
 Overlooking all your offences
 Is this meant to be
  
 The stupor of your mind
 Racing here and there
 No stopping the insanity of the situation
 You killed a man in self defense
 You say this is so
 How was this meant to be
  
 Running for your life
 Forgetting all that was
 Your shadow right behind
 Your thoughts all too close
 Your sense and sensibility of your rockets of desire
 Ashes rain on you
 Is this meant to be
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 13 September 2020 
 14 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – History of Love
 
 The past has given us so many stories
 The accounts of our lives
 And the antiquity of where we began
 Time has gone by with you in my arms
 Times past without a whisper of where we were headed
  
 This is the history of love of our wildest dreams lived together
 The history of love for this present moment
 What has happened holds all the virtue of you and me
 We’ve studied our past to see us here
 The records of these events mattered to this very moment
 History of love was the fabric of our background for you and me
  
 Interesting past of what was in a time when we were searching for one another
 The historical play of the scenes of our lives
 Too fantastical to have unravelled so plainly 
 The ancient history of love 
 To be something that happened a long time ago for this very moment
 Or perhaps only recently the history of love was the past our future
 And is no longer important to see what’s ahead
 But to be in this moment
 The history of our love
  
 I’m in love with you more today than yesterday 
 The history of love the influence of my life
 The importance of something or anything
 Abruptly brought to an end for a new history of love
 A new beginning, a new day to fall in love with you all over again
 I’m in love with the history of our love
  
 Every step I took to this day marks my history of love
 Forever the accounts of our glorious love
 A simple narration of our history of love
 The story of my tender affections for you
 The dearest of desires for us in the history of love
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 14 September 2020 
 15 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Amazing
 
 It’s so easy to see the insignificance of each other 
 To search for credibility worthy of each others love
 And hide the wonder of you
 How amazing we are against one another
  
 How amazing we can be for each other
 The stunning frenzy of the hidden you in you
 The incredible reflection of your shadow
 It’s amazing to be ordinary 
 The poor vision of another
  
 You walk in your own footsteps and no other
 Your truth takes account of the bad they see
 And the stories of you all plausible
 The startling ending of the one and only story
 The astonishment of the cruelness of ones closest to you
  
 Amazing the events leading you to this place
 Your mortal journey on such insignificant a start
 The poor expected outcome upon the dreams secretly tucked away
 You paused in a moment grappling at an amazing revelation 
 How amazing you’ve grown in the judgement of others
  
 You appear amazed that you could walk with your head up eye
 To life your spirit with a skip in your stride
 They all believed you wouldn’t amount to anything 
 Amazing of all these unamazing ordinary mortals in judgment of others
 Among us is the fancy of an astonishing place
 Our soul bewildered to common standard of the unkind in this world
  
 Amazing your strange and wonderful you
 Curious to know you
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 15 September 2020
 16 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Anytime You and Me
 
 Anytime you and me
 Forever in harmony 
 In love once, enough for me
 You’re the light of my life
 Love of my heart
 I smile only because you love me
  
 They said I was a fool
 Never would you see me
 Never would you give your heart to someone like me
 I knew in my heart it was anytime you and me
 Time was on my side
 Because I waited for you
  
 I was forever at your side
 Always listening
 Each day learning more and more of who I was in love with
 I knew it was anytime for you and me
 No two days were the same
 No two days did I see you the same
  
 So plain they said I was
 Too ordinary for the likes of someone like you
 My heart whispered anytime now you and me
 Never once did I doubt
 Always twice I looked your way
  
 I saw you in the shop that day
 You looked my way
 You smiled
 I invited you to tea
 Not today, but anytime
  
 Anytime you and me was right around the corner
 Ever since then it’s been you and me
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 16 September 2020 
 17 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – You’re Leaving Me
 
 I know what you’re doing
 I can see the love for me draining from you heart
 You’re eyes stopped smiling at me
 I know you’re leaving me
 Can you tell me
 You’re silence is killing me
  
 You don’t touch me anymore
 I’m so lonely with you next to me
 You’re back to me in bed is too cruel
 Why are you torturing me
 You’re leaving me 
 I know you’re leaving me
  
 Why don’t you say it
 Why haven’t you done it already
 What do you want to say or do
 You’re leaving me in agony 
 I can’t take this anymore
 My heart is breaking
 I can’t stand the pain 
  
 I don’t know how much more I can take
 Why, why, why
 Why are you killing me this way
 You’re leaving me 
 I see it in the way you stare at me
 I see it when you look away from me
  
 You’re leaving me 
 Hmm, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa
 You’re hurting me
 You’re leaving me when you say you love me
 You love me, how so
 You’re hurting me
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 17 September 2020  
 
 18 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Believe That It’s True
 
 Believe that it’s true 
 Know what you’ve done to me and you
 It’s so simple all the lying and cheating
 Such great stories to keep me loving you
 Believe that it’s true the wrong you done
  
 What’s been said and done is not forgotten
 What’s been cried over is now over
 What’s been painful to do is now easy
 Believe that it’s true that I’m leaving you
 There’s no turning back 
 No more wishing for things to be different
  
 It’s spent half my life wanted you to be different
 I’m now spending the rest of my life being me, different
 Me being me for the love of me
 This time believe that it’s true that I have what it takes to make it on my own
 That I have what it takes to be better then I was
 Believe that it’s true that I’m walking out that door happier than I’ve ever been
  
 I’ve lived much too long a life of misery 
 A life knowing the wrong you were doing to me, to us
 The wrong I was doing to myself
 Believe that it’s true I’ve forsaken nothing to make it right for me
 Believe that it’s true that you’ll come knocking and I’ll be gone
 No more crawling back
 No more shedding tears
  
 Believe that’s it true you have condemn yourself to a longer life of misery
 Believe that it’s true you will be lonely without me
 Believe that it’s true you will now know how loved you were
 Believe that it’s true you will for the first time know you without me
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 18 September 2020 
 19 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Into My Heart
 
 I know what I want to say to make this right 
 I fought so hard to get us here
 What could I have done to make it different
 It took but a moment for you to get into my heart
 What tragedy is greater than us apart
 They forced my hand to keep you far from me
  
 The battle now into my heart is not your fault
 All that’s left are your letters
 I dare not get you closer and into my heart
 I love you too much to forsaken you to such a life
 My darling you are better off to find another
 Never again can I let you into my heart, so close
 Better for you to walk the other way
  
 I will always long for you and me
 I will dream of you in my heart
 I will nurture our memories and remember you before this day
 I beg you keep a small piece of me into your heart
 But I must set you free
 Never shall you reach into my heart with your kiss
 With a single touch for both of us to survive this day
 To survive what’s to come
  
 I do this because I love you
 Only you can get into my heart
 Only you can take this love and make a life
 Without us you will survive
 I will survive because I’ll remember you in my heart
 Into my heart is forsaken forever for you and me
 Because I love you more
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 19 September 2020 
 20 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Next To Nothing
 
 It’s impossible to be this alone and without love for so long
 What was believed so long ago is now keeping me apart from you and everyone
 So close I came to choosing something else
 It was next to nothing thinking I could be happy without you
 I was flawed in my perception of who I was and wanted to be
  
 It was next to nothing to deny myself unwavering love
 To be seen in the fanfare and fancy free society
 In the lunacy of bright lights and socialites 
 It was nothing thinking I was free in the world I created
 It was nothing being blind to the bondage imposed of such a life
  
 I saw you in the shadow of my life
 Free of all emotional involvement
 Free of commitment to you or anyone
 Especially free of commitment to myself
 It was nothing being untouchable by anyone or anything
 Till that one day facing myself alone in the mirror
  
 It was next to nothing worshiping the stranger before me
 It was next to nothing turning the other cheek 
 But this failed so miserably
 I wasn’t there
 I just wanted to hurt me
  
 I searched for my consciousness 
 It was everything to do something different
 It was possible to see me with love
 To believe in an open heart and embracing a new life I created
 Soon it became next to impossible to deny myself all love
 I shut the door to my lunatic world
 It was next to impossible to be as I was
 Instead, it became next to nothing to be with you and me 
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 20 September 2020 
 21 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – A Little Happiness
 
 It started with no hope in sight
 Nowhere to go and nothing to see
 All was dead and gone
 The only thing left was tomorrow
 With certainty the sun would rise
 And that was a little happiness to get us through to tomorrow
  
 A little happiness of witnessed in the wonders of life
 All it took was to look here and there
 A bounty of a little happiness right before our eyes
 Every moment of the day
 A world once known we saw no more
 Its end shown bright at sunset
  
 Waiting for the sunrise replenished that little bit of hope
 A little happiness sprinkled in the early morning glow
 Never again this world will return to us
 Never again shall we know what was given to us
 A little happiness precious as gold we let go 
 Precious as the souls of all lives once known
  
 No man, no animal, no plant, no life more equal now than ever
 But never shall it return in this world we let go
 A little happiness in the morning sun is all we have
 Who’s left to see the glory of a world others will never know
 No stories will capture that creation
 No stories will tell the truth of what ended our creation
  
 A little happiness in the staring up a the sun
 A lingering light once recognized as life
 All gone when it sets itself to sleep 
 Yet a little happiness when it decides to return to us each tomorrow
  
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 21 September 2020  
 22 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Chasing Rainbows
 
 I’ve been everywhere chasing rainbows
 No two the same and never on the same day
 All roads leading to nowhere
 Yet all I knew was chasing rainbows
 What did I know so certainly to lead me here
 What was I blind to 
  
 Chasing rainbows was a no no in my circle
 But I couldn’t let go 
 I dangled from arcs
 I launched all of me from its bow
 Was there really false hope in chasing rainbows
 Was there not an assortment of life out there for me 
  
 I’m made of many different things
 Chasing rainbows is one of them
 It’s what I know than just what’s in my circle
 I have a variety of colour in me
 They span moving in and out of what I know
 Chasing rainbows isn’t all that bad
  
 My bridge is the arch curving where I need to go
 Where I want to go
 Chasing rainbows is in pursuit of me
 Making me run towards where I want to be
 I’ve stopped wasting time and got on with chasing more rainbows
 I see now all the roads lead somewhere 
 Chasing rainbows has lead me out of my circle
  
 I’m in my own frame
 Easy to step out when I chose to chase my next rainbow
 Engrave my footsteps in this world 
 I decorate it with all colours of the rainbow
 With all the possibilities I know exist out there for me
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 22 September 2020 
 
 23 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Spread My Wings
 
 All I wanted to do was ride my banana seat bike
 And spin around in my go-cart
 I was the tomboy of the town
 But didn’t feel I was a boy
 I was just a girl who did what she felt
  
 Mother said never mind the other and do what you want
 That day I spread my wings 
 I rode my bike as far away from this town
 And bought go-cart for grown ups
 No one knew how far I was gone
 I spread my wings in the vastest of plains 
  
 You’re a beautiful woman they would say
 How unusual you look
 One of the most beautiful women I’ve ever seen
 I still dreamed of banana seat bike 
 And I was always behind the wheel of my go-cart
 I spread my wings away from what they wanted
 With the wind beneath my wings I followed the trail of my dreams
  
 It was time to go home when mother died
 Even though she said to stay on my trail of dreams
 Nobody expected to see me
 They saw what they remembered of me
 How surprised they were to know how wrong they were of me
 I spread my wings so far way from this town I had not recognized them either
 Together we rekindled the glory of the banana seat bike
 I found my old go-cart and whizzed around this old town of mind
 I spread my wings in the world that lead me to my dreams
  
 It was time to leave again
 But this time I looked behind and kissed them goodbye
 Time for me to spread my wings while walking towards my dreams
 I’m the woman they never knew
 I’m the woman I discovered along the way
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 23 September 2020 
 24 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Gaze Into
 
 Hmm, so bright the sky tonight
 So many stars gazing over me
 I can reach up and touch the sky
 Into my hand they fall
 I gaze into the stars and they sing back to me
  
 I gaze into the light of a life once lived
 Into the window of a soul once known
 And beyond a single dream of the footsteps before me
 So long ago was only yesterday
 And today I gaze into the story of the beginning of one life
  
 Each star a soul
 Each soul a story untold
 One never knows the wonder of the tales
 A spirit surviving in death gazes into the depth of life
 I gaze into this unknown
 The emotion of the sphere of my possession to see
 My passion the essence of my perfection
 The essential gaze into my individual 
  
 So long this regard to seek a steady look at me
 To gape at the shape of my humanity
 And gawk at the fixed society 
 Ordinary in its men and women 
 Who gaze into a collective sense 
  
 Hmm, so bright my eyes gaze into the unfamiliar
 All too familiar and strange
 With no entity or identity
 I remain nameless
 New as I gaze into somebody widely known to me alone
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 24 September 2020 
 25 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Lemonade
 
 Hey when I get the blues
 Suppressing those feelings deep into my pit of sorrow
 How do I satisfy my thirst for a bit of relief from the blues
 To know a little exhilaration, just a bit
 Then I come by that familiar lemonade stand
 The joys of my childhood
 My sweetheart from so long ago
  
 All the love was there in that lemonade stand
 The first time I bought her a lemonade
 So sweet she squint those big brown eyes
 I wanted to kiss her right there and then
 She smiled and skipped away to the next lemonade stand
 I was right behind
  
 Hey when I get the blues
 I search for that lemonade stand
 I know I can’t be free from where I’ve been
 But I can remember that sweet lemonade kiss
 The single blissful feeling to get me back from the blues
 That memory always just around the corner from my pit of sorrow
 I feel that heartbeat that kept me alive and well back then
  
 Hmm that familiar lemonade stand
 My sweetheart from so long ago in every dream 
 This misery does not want this company to get me out of the blues
 I’m not that cruel 
 I want my sweetheart to see me as I was
 I’ll follow every lemonade stand until I’m rid of the blues
 I want one more lemonade kiss to appease the beast inside me
 Hmm suppressing those feelings deep into my pit of sorrow
 No longer serving me
  
 Hmm I’ll get back to that lemonade stand
 For one more lemonade kiss
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 25 September 2020   
 26 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Marmalade
 
 What’s been up and down in this crazy world of mind
 Marmalade and toast is all that feels good
 It’s but a great day when you can have marmalade
 With a nice cup of tea
 So divine the combined taste
 A hint of its spell on my lips
 Seasoned with the Gods of citrus
  
 A zest of marmalade in the air
 The tang of its verb of its savour
 Oh, la, la, la, la
 Whoa, la, la, la
 The aroma of my marmalade 
 Makes this crazy world all the better
 Relish in the hearty punch of marmalade
  
 Exciting this hearty gusto of oranges
 Passion for the piquant of flavours
 Appetite of a beast
 Never too much marmalade on my toast
 With a nice cup of tea
 Oh, la, la, la, la
 Whoa, la, la, la
  
 What a delight this blissful food
 A strong taste of citrus on my tongue
 I like all too much this marmalade 
 A simple pleasure from the Gods of the orange
 Delight, delightful, 
 Oh, la, la, la, la
 Whoa, la, la, la
 MMMM marmalade on my toast
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 26 September 2020 
 27 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Things We Do For Love
 
 They say all you need is a little bit of love
 Give a little, take a little
 It’s so easy 
 Love is everywhere
 You just have to want it
 You just have to give it
  
 Hmm, things we do for love
 What don’t we do for love
 What we sacrifice for love
 It seems everything
 Every part of ever thing
  
 Whoa, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa
 Hmm, Whoa, Whoa, Whoa
 Things we do for love
 Sometimes it comes
 Sometimes it doesn’t 
 Yet we still search for love
 No matter if we never find it
  
 What’s it all about this silly life of ours
 What’s the point for any of it 
 When you don’t know love
 And yet willing to do anything for it
 Things we do for love sometimes leaves tears behind
 Sometime too much sorrow
 And if lucky a little joy 
  
 Things we do for love 
 Never the same thing twice it seems
 What’s the thing we wouldn’t do for love
 Who would dare to be so bold
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 27 September 2020 
 28 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Love Is Blind
 
 So you want to run away from me
 From all that love that we’ve shown one another
 I used to feel this was all there was
 And I see there’s more to life that just you and me
 Love is blind from someone who doesn’t want to love
 Love is blind to all that doesn’t want it
 But love can be blind to the flaws of one’s heart 
 When all there is is truly love
  
 Hmm, whoa, whoa, whoa
 Love is blind in all the best stories of love
 We see what want to see
 We love what we want to love
 We ignore what will bring us pain
 I see why you are running from me
 You say your love is blind to my flaws
 But yet you leave
 You leave me for another 
  
 Love is blind 
 Hmm, whoa, whoa, whoa
 No matter which way you look
 Love is bind to me and you
 We’ve searched so hard for one another
 In our blind fury we found each other
 You caught me when I crumbled
 And caught me when I fell for another
 Love is blind to our demise
  
 No rules of love for you and me
 Love is blind from day to day in this day we’ve created
 I hold you strong now and forever when you walk away
 You hold my hand as I walk the other way
 Love is blind to the flaws we’ve held on so tight
 To love we did have that was true
 Love is blind for you and me
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 28 September 2020 
 29 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – Sometimes I Feel Sometimes I Don’t
 
 What more can I say
 Sometimes I feel sometimes I don’t
 It’s just the way it’s always been
 An ocean of tears one day
 Buckets of laughter the other
 Then nothing
 It’s all I can say
  
 Sometimes I feel sometimes I don’t
 It’s no wonder I don’t know where I’m going or what I’m doing
 It’s a mystery to my soul
 I’m stone cold one day
 I’m all kisses the next
 What am I made of 
 What are feelings
 I’m so jittery 
 I wobble so easily 
  
 Sometimes I feel sometimes I don’t
 Carry me away into another world
 I want to know what’s to come
 I want to feel the feeling of knowing
 Sometimes I feel sometimes I don’t
 What’s the use of trying to be stable 
 What’s the use of trying to be sane
  
 Crazy is what I feel most of the time
 Worry is what consumes me most
 Panic of the unknown takes my breath away
 Yet sometimes I feel sometimes I don’t
 Am I made of stone
 Am I made of something but of someone of this world
 Too sane to know the different
 Too sane to see the answer right before my eyes
 What’s this something of feelings I feel sometimes and sometime I don’t
 
 Suzanne Mondoux
 29 September 2020 
 30 September 2020 Song/Poem of the Day – No Warning
 
 No warning for this kind of love
 Much to my surprise I fell in love with you
 Right there and then
 No questions needed
 I knew you  
 No warning for such love is fine with me
  
 Hmm, Whoa, Whoa, La, La, La
 No warning for such love is fine with me
 It’s the magic of love
 It’s the splendour of our existence
 Who could want for more
 No warning for me and you
 That’s the magic of love
  
 La, la, la, la, la
 No warning my darling of what was given to us
 The affection you give with no warning
 Blissful is my life
 I adore you beyond words
 My dearest no warning for any of our desires
 Passionate affection requires no warning
 Eliciting only my enthusiasm for a kiss
 Your gentle touch
 As I worship our God of love
 Giving us no warning of what was to come
  
 No warning of such a romance
 Lasted a lifetime 
 My sweetheart, my love
 I like you so very much my dearest
 No warning to loving you so deeply
 The adoration of your kiss
 Of your soul you leave so gently in my hands
  
 Hmm, Whoa, Whoa, La, La, La
 La, la, la, la
 No warning for such love is fine with me
  
 Suzanne Mondoux
 30 September 2020 

