Song / Poem

Lost

Suzanne Mondoux · 1 August 2020

It’s been a long while since I’ve known anything This feeling of lost so deep in my skin it’s all I feel The lost of it all for a moment of glory For the fame of my vanity For the hint of what I thought it would be

So lost I was in my shadow so close to me All undecided I was in the willingness so grand There I was alone with my fans There I was in the spot light next to no one I almost lost best part of me in this light

Where to go from here Do I find myself in the lost and found Rummaging through what’s left behind the box with my name on it A touch of myself in the forever of my life still remains Can this be so, to become found in myself No more lost in the glory of my fame

How a forever can really be undone I call to myself in a loving gentle way I look for me in the real of me Lost can be undone with my own truth I want to be free of me, of what I’ve done to me

Once I was in the lost box in the corner of the room Only to be found again In the lost and found for just a moment Lost was undone in my own truth