Silver lining

Is this a tragedy or the silver lining in the story Is this real life, reality to the world around I look up at the sky to see what’s around me I’m just me seeking for absolution To me the death of me is the silver lining in all of my life Life has just begun never have thrown anything away This time tomorrow I will be no more but a spec of dust in the soil I will have grown into me for the first time I will have lived for me and no other To you that will be the death me To me that is the silver lining in the life you have afforded me I didn’t want to die while still alive

I stand in the silhouette of my life My silver lining of life I stand away from your shadow I’ve committed my crimes against me I’ve sinned only against myself and no other No, No, No, don’t take this one as your life to bear

You can’t stop me from ending this life You can see me bask in the silver lining of this dark cloud You can leave me to die while I’m still alive I’m no fool to you, even though you see me as so All life is but a moment I intent to embrace without your orders Nothing really matters unless it means something to me The wind blew me into my silver lining of this stormy cloud

No one sits in my shadow I set for myself To seek such a real life is seeking a fantasy you desire Seek it with all your might, it is where the sliver lining resides Some things will seem easy to come by, others not Let it go, don’t try so hard, all will come

I just killed myself today I refused to die while I’m still alive All life has a silver lining All breath for life is a sliver lining Escape from the false reality of a world unknown to you The silver lining in this story is absolution you seek

Sit in a pool of pity for only so long I didn’t mean to make myself cry It’s too late for anything new to come Silver lining of this infectious pool of life What was I born from I’m neither a small or big person I’m the lead actor of my own life I wrote the script to curtain close

Oh life let me go before I die while I’m still alive I sought the silver lining when you spit in my eye