27 APRIL 2020 BLOG 8 BOOK OF SONGS AUTHOR’S 2ND AUTOBIOGRAPHY
27 APRIL 2020 BLOG 8
The moment I knew that I wanted to write songs, I felt excited. It was a strong feeling in my heart that I just simply couldn’t ignore. Would anyone ever sing my songs? I have no idea. Maybe you will sing them. But all that mattered was that I wrote the songs that rushed through my heart. The same way the stories for my novels embrace me and do not let go until I write the entire story. It’s just the way it is. No other fantastic explanation.
I once believed that there had to be an explanation for everything. I believed that the explanation provided justification for whatever it was that I was trying to explain, or defend myself, or excuse myself or whatever. Then I learned through examining my life that I didn’t have to explain anything to anyone. As long as I was ok with myself, then that’s all that mattered. And this I know for sure. It’s a great sense of relief, of freedom, to know that you owe zero explanation for the decisions you make for your own life. And don’t take this as an excuse for causing harm to any living being – human or animal – you know that’s not what I’m talking about.
In light of one’s awakening moment, of being aligned with one’s own soul, in vibrating with what I truly desire in life…staying on that path of least resistance…and I can thank Ester Hicks for these great lessons – Thank you Ester and Abraham – you can get on that train and have the ride of your life! Or not. You decide. That’s what’s amazing – you get to decide all of it. You get to decide every emotion that you give to any situation. Now that’s frickin’ cool!!!
Fun life
I want all the fun,
There’s no reason for living without it.
This is an easy decision.
You’ve only got yourself for this.
It’s a simple choice to make.
It can happen to you.
You laugh, you cry.
It’s a chance you take with your life.
Oh yeah, I chose fun,
And now you ask can this last?
Yeah yeah,
It’s a fun life,
To be on your own side,
To live and love yourself in your heart.
It can be a long fun life,
When you care for you, you care for others,
To trust in love, to trust in truth,
When laughter is what you chose.
I can mend all my broken pieces.
Oh, when I choose peace.
Oh, it’s my life I choose.
You can know this too.
How it soothes (yeah) my heart (hmm) my heart,
When my soul reaches for me,
My life is shown in colour.
Now I reach for the stars,
I’m no longer waiting for life.
Yeah yeah,
It’s a fun life,
To be on your own side,
To live and love yourself in your heart.
It can be a long fun life,
When you care for yourself, you care for others,
To trust in love, to trust in truth,
When laughter is what you chose.
You are the captain of your soul,
The captain of your heart,
In a world filled with joy.
There are people searching for you,
A life waiting for you.
No looking back,
Be on your own side.
It’s a fun life,
To be on your own side.